Im so damn tired now . service was okay , except idontknow what th person is talking about =/ it was special , bcos its an Q&A session . i kept messaging , and somebody keep looking at me . so bian tai rightsss !!!! Lol . after service my mood just went downnnnnnn , TOTALLY . yet idontknow why . i feel that something major is lacking , yet idontknow what issit . Im so angry w one person , yet i cant do anything . yet i cant , i cant , & i cant .... i feel so alone , so useless ... *sigh* after service , there was zone fellowships . we went cafe & played board games . keep playing th same one -.- i got bored & plus i was moodless , i didnt continued . and so i went level 5 and called korhkor ; chatted w him . he's good , bcos he listened t me , pouring out my troubles . *appreciated* but actually also bcos he's bored ? Lol . its always likethis , suddenly . i dont feel like contacting anyone . be it sms-ing , or talking on phone . really dont feel like . =(((

many things just take place like this . idontknow what t do .
Im just another useless one ):

with regards t my previous post , i'll be paying my sister's guitar lessons .
but however , he doesnt want it . howhow ?