Im back from th particular place, so not in a good mood. It truly ruins my day huh. -.- THANKYOU SO MUCH LA.

To _____ : Sorry, i have no guts t talk to you, no guts t smile @ you, even no guts to look at you. Bcos im scared i'll cry. Seeing you likethis feel kinda hurt. When i saw you taking our picture, i really feel like crying. Im reminded of those days in th past. But well, this is reality. And reality hurts.

Out w Mummy & Sist just now, cabbed down to meet him. He grew fatter, LOL. Went to have our lunch, etc and etc. Went up his house too, saw his mum. Cabbed home alone aftherthat. I wont post about anything more, wanna know, just ask me.

To ____ : Im really disappointed! You lied to me. All those things you said, you didnt do it. You're just hanging on to them, one by one. How many more do you wanna hang on?! I accompanied you there, because i thought that person will hurt you, be it physically or what. Inthend? Please lor, dont need say fang bu xia or gai bu liao kou la. Excuses. You just want us t see him, rightsxz? -.-! I really thought you gave up, but you didnt. Youre clinging on, not wanting to let go. If thats th case, you'll hurt more people. Wahlaoeh, older than me liao leh. Please leh. You really disappointed me can. If you cant handle stuffs well, then dont start them in th first place! Dont have t pity or show sympathy t them bcos i believe they dont need it. Nobody likes t be sympathise okay. -.-

Wont be posting that often alrd. I really wanna go MIA liao. -.- Bth. Dont call me, dont msg me. Unless urgent. K BAHBYE.

Bad day bad day bad day! =.= You ruined my countdown!

I finally know why people cry so easily when they watch drama series. Bcos, it appears t be so similar t their lifes.

I only slept @ 7.30 this morning, and wokeup at 10. Wahlaoeh, i wanna sleeeeeeeeeeeepppppp lahsxz. -.- Wokeup by mummy t go that place. ): &, I wokeup with swollen eyes. Very swollen. Managed t watch a few more episodes on MVP valentine throughtout th night. ^^ Off to prepare now. Might post when im back. Or might nt. Cos i wanna sleeeeeeeeep. Sigh, my eye is v itchy now, cant stop rubbing it! K bahbye.

I didnt know it'll be so similar..

My dearest love me, & I love my dearest alot. ^^



I only need one person to love me, & thats my dearest! Hehehe, sounds kinda wrong. :/ but its trueeee! Dearest is always my best listening ear; th one who gives th correct advice th most. Thanks for your dedication, i love you alot too. :B I know th secrets we have is neverending. HAHAHA. So lets cont to share more next time okaeh!! :) You really got me worried just now lor! :( I thought what happened. Dearest, next time anything just share okay? Dont keep it to yourself, (': I'll be there for you, forever & always. (: Touched not? Hahaha, better be. :B Dont cry anymore alrights, loves. ♥

I just popped 2 panadols again. The medicine effect ended, & my headache comes again. :((( I think i must bring Panadol wherever i go. ._. Lame la k byebye.

Bad health, bad mood, bad day.

Im gonna post early, rest early, sleep early today. Trust me, its gonna be true okay. I wokeup @ near 1pm today. Yes it may seem that im having enough sleep, but th actual fact is no. Wokeup with a bad headache. :( Even if i take a nap or what, it still doesnt drive th headache away lor. So i went on doing my stuffs, and waited dearest to come. ♥ Dearest reached my house @ 2plus, waited for me t prepare. :) How sweet, HAHAHA. Then cabbed down 651, had my lunch with Dearest & Peter. I saw people i dont like there! Nevermind, still got th face t scold me. Like wth lah. -.- Well, irritating people always do irritating things. -.- After eating, went t stadium & played badminton. I only played awhile, sad. With Jenna & Darren. All also very pro lor, trash me. ._. Nvmnvm, so i decided not t xiasuey myself by not playing. Rested, and i took a short nap. My headache is killing me! Couldnt take it, so i went 7-11 to buy panadols. Popped 2, and i felt much better. :) Went t th nearby basketball court to find th rest, see them bballed. Played games as well, oh so tired. :/ Went home @ around 10. Iam seriously not feeling well nowsxz. :( & I havent ate dinner yet. Almost vomitted justnow, hope that my sickness is not coming back..

Tomorrow is th last day of 2oo9 already. This year is filled w joy & sorrows, created by many people. & this year, i did badly for my studies. Far far badly than i'd imagined. Though i alrd 'predict' that i'll be retaining, but im still disappointed w myself. & i know, i'd disappointed alot of people as well. Well, sorry.. :( I didnt meant to. Im alrd trying very hard t get promoted. Or rather, advanced. But i still cmi. :( I really hope i can meet my own expectations next year lahsxz. However, i think th most memorable day this yr is during my birthday. Received surprises ANDAND, people whom i dont think will remember remembered! Also many other events which i cannot think of now. Dont worry, iam not dwelling in th past, and i wont. :) Sucky, tomorrow going to a sucky place! Like what only, still needa wakeup early in th morning. -.-

Sigh, Dearest haven reply my message. :( I hope dearest is fine noww. Cheerup okay, i will be here for you. :) Loveya. ♥ Oh, wont be posting tmr, going for countdown. Most prob will ton @ Friend house. Well, Happy new year in advance readers! Remember t click on my nuffnangs, HEHE TYTY.

Klah, enough of crappings. My head still hurts a lil now. :( Im gonna watch my MVP valentine again! *Smilesxzxz.* Okay Bahbye.

The one closest to me, might not be th one who understands me.



I had a bad mood today, beware of me tomorrow.

Okay, its 3.12am now, & here iam posting. -.- One word, tired! Wokeup @ 1plus today, sleep till super shiok. ^^ Onlined, did my stuffs. As posted, i went Jp w sist, Lin, and Jiexiang. Had much there, ljs and many other junk foods. :B Niceeeee! After eating, wanted t look for ning @ her shop, but she's not working!! Sadded. Klah. Walked around, then we went Yeeliang house. As usual, PS1 again. So fun! But i didnt enjoyed alot. :/ Watched my MVP valentine @ his house. :D Hah. I borrowed th whole series from Yeetiong to enjoy my show. Now i dont have t watch on Youtube alrd. :B Slacked there till 10+, then went home. Nothing much today, & I super dont enjoy it. Bcos seems like i got so much tears to flow, idk why either. >:( I reached Jp with a sulk face. Sorry Sist, sorry Lin, sorry Jiexiang; I didnt mean to give that kinda face. But some things happened, & th one closest to me, dont understand me. Tears flowed automatically; sigh. Bcos seems like i got so much tears to flow, idk why either. >:( In short, i really had a bad bad day. Worst day of my week. :( I hope my day will be better tomorrow.

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Jennaluv-sxz, :B: Of course mansxz! Hahah, thanks! ^^
Xueting'smilesxz. to Jennaluv-sxz, :B: Np. :)
xueyiii 's: HAHAH, I WON YOU (:
Xueting'smilesxz. to xueyiii 's: Hahaha, Yah la, most pro ok. :B
xueyiii 's: Wake me up and I'll pei you!!
Xueting'smilesxz. to xueyiii 's: HAHA. Okay, we move house near t beach okaay! :D
tienmin: nvm larh... we watching night movie...
Xueting'smilesxz. to tienmin: Oh okay, hope you enjoy yea. (:
TOHALVIN: now then you know! Nevermind, not too late yet. HAHA. hai anyway.
Xueting'smilesxz. to TOHALVIN: Yahh now then know. :/ Better than never know, HAHA.
Weijie: Yo xueting relink me when you have time yah! =D
Xueting'smilesxz. to Weijie: Okay relinked! :)
Yuyao: Yes tagged. Lai liao. :D
Xueting'smilesxz. to Yuyao: Hah okay.
Yuyao: And thx i remembered the time u all celebrate bday for me. Always will remember. Thx. :D
Xueting'smilesxz to Yuyao: Kay, remember we all waiting for your return. ^^
Jennaluv-sxz, :B: YES! Th show is super cute & nice! Hahah, Theodore! :D Heee, no lahs. I wont be so evil t kill my Dearest uh! Hahah! :P I'll smack you only. Tmrw you'll knw!! HAHAH.
Xueting'smilesxz. to Jennaluv-sxz, :B: Haha, no la, you cfm she bu de one. :B
Kelvin: Tagged! =)
Xueting'smilesxz. to Kelvin: Okay! :)
Jenna'Laughsxz, :B: Seeyou tmrw! Smilesxz & Laughsxz! LOL.
Xueting'smilesxz. to Jenna'Laughsxz, :B: Seeya, HAHA.
xiaoqiang00: hihi ^^ hahas i go slp ler=) nights!!sweet dreams!! =D
Xueting'smilesxz. to xiaoqiang00: Er LOL? Orh okay.

Tags replied like finallyyyy. This is how it'll be when you ignore your tags. ._. Klah, bahbye.

Sigh, 31st is reaching. :(

The greatest thing is to see you happy.

My MVP valentine is really nice! ♥
I've watched till th part when Chenfeng agrees Xiaoxi to play basketball again! Its ep 9 only. K i know iam slow. ._.I wanna watch more! But no time la.
This show brings back alot of memories. Sometimes, i dont feel like watching it. Bcos i dont want tears to fall. Its really touching lahsxzxz. I think tears fall at almost all th episodes. I kinda miss th times in th past uh? But ohwell, i wont dwell on it anymore. :) Off t prepare now, going out soon. OH!, tomorrow is cellgroup sports day again. Time to do exercise. :/ Im growing fatter already, diaos. I must lose fatttttttt. :/ Time now is 5+pm, and i realised i havent eat anything th whole day. :( So forgetful eh. Gonna go grab something t eat liao. Klah Bahbye.

I may be doing things that you dislike; or rather things that will make you jealous. But that doesnt mean, i love you no more. Sometimes, i still will stop & turn back. But i know, you'll nv be back. Thats why i keep on walking. It takes two hands t clap, so it wont work if its only me loving you.

Cos i still miss you every now and then. </3

As predicted, i received bad news when i was in Ion justnow. Gna accompany Mummy to batok on 31st, for certain reasons. Like what sia, i dont feel like going. Im scared i'll cry. :( Whatsmore, you aint with me. And i really dontwant th thing to ruin my whole countdown! :( Im really afraid lor. But i cant possibly leave mummy alone, rightsxzxz? ): Wah i really feel like crying lor, MF! Why must all these come to me!!! )':

Okay, great day today! Successfully, i slept th moment i ly-ed onto my bed. Wokeup @ around 11+am, text Jenna some-things & went back t sleep again. Awoke @ 12plus, near 1pm. Mummy got breakfast for me. ^^ Nicenice! Ate, onlined, then went t do my stuffs. As usual, Lin came my house again; to wait for me. Always & Forever that long. :/ Hah. Prepared then went Jeast t meet Jenna, she was lateeeeee! Finally not me! *evil laughters* Headed Orchard to meet Sist, Jiexiang & Yilong. :) Went Food Opera for late lunch. Know what?, I went Ion just for that lunch!!!!!! Freaking waste my time! But nvm, fellowshipped though. Went off to Kranji afterthat, w Jx, Lin & Sist. The rest went t catch a movie. Infact, two of them only. ^^ Hahaha, someone's gonna kill me when she sees this!

Reached Kranji, met Weiming, Peter, Yuxian, Joy & Shihui, then went JB! Wheeeeeeee, Peter's treat t th CGCs! Ahhhahahaha, it was certainly a good one! We ate alot, talked alot, joke alot, played alot, had alot of fun AND LASTLY, love Peter alot!! Thanks for being such a great leader to us! And you'd inspired me alot, esp in my spiritual walk w God. I really learnt alot of thngs from you, and iam still learning! :) Seafood is really nice~ Yummy. Sadly, i dont have th pictures BUT, trust me!, You must go & try! Tastyyyyy. :B Hah. Afterthat cabbed back t Citysquare, walked around there for a short while, then took bused t Kranji, and homed. Sk drove us back from there! Hehehe. On msn now w quite a number of people, and one of them is Jianwei. Yeah, a very good brother of mine. Talking about how we knew eachother all these, really reminded me of all th memories we had tgt, w th rest as well. Jianwei is now back, Guoan also. Yuyao, what about you? I know, and i have confidence in you, that you'll be back soon. :) I still remember th time we all celebrated birthday for you. We went vivo, then t Jwest. I know you remember also. Whatever it is, Yuyao, we'll all wait for you kay. I missed th times we spent in th past. Come back soon!!

Today was a good day, for me. Yet bad day as well. I really dontknow if i should go on th 31st. ); I know i must go, but i dwanna leave tears behind. The feeling sucks alot! I dwanna cry infront of him also. Why must this be so complicated?, I really dont understand. I somehow do pity him, but what can i do. Should I call him _____?, Or uncle. Should I even address him? Look at him? Smile at him? ); I really dontknow what to do. Its rare t see me being so helpless, not knowing what to do. :( Iam really gonna cry already lah! ))':

I told myself, on th next coming year, I must work harder. Not gonna skip school, not gonna do anymore bad things in sch, not gonna end up in th office. Come to th worst, i will go back to band as well. And yes, i wont scold anymore vulgarities, wont say anymore unpleasant things. Trust me, Im gonna change for th better. Lastly, I wont do things that will make me feel regretful. This will be one of my new year resolution. Oh, and, I dwanna feel helpless anymore. Bahbye. :'(((

Time is 5.3o am now, im gonna try my very super best t close my eyes and sleep. If i were to stay near a beach, i will go and see th sunrise. But who will see it with me? :/ Well, nights people, yet morning too. Lololol. Bahbye.

I was just lying, my phone is working la. Stupid.

Yes Im out for th whole day, and now iam backed. :) Firstly, sorry tienmin & friends, was supposed t meet you all for service, but i only slept @ 5am again, hence i overslept. Sorry! Another sorry!, cos i cant accompany you & th rest t movies tomorrow. :( Paiseh uh. :/ K cont t my story. :/ I wokeup @ around 1plus, watched online service, so coooool. :/ Heh. Lin came t my house, then sist and her waited for me to prepare. I know i took very long, paiseh ah. Hah. Headed down to Jp, had my lunch @ kfc, then went to support Dreamfactory. **SCREAMSSS** Wheeeeeee, they super good cann. I love them mansxzxz! ♥ Whole thing ended at around 6pm, then darren & jovi came. Walked around, and jp is very boring. -.- Decided to go yeeliang house first. Played PS1 again, Wahlao, Jovi says we are noobs! They so pro la can. Even sist won me! ): But nvm, I will zai jie zai li one. :B Hehe. Went basketball court afterthat, met th rest there. Played ball games w Linhui & Weisiang, like siaozhabor likethat can. So funny. :/ Aft awhile, Lin left; and at around 10, i went home too. Good girl eh me, im home earlier than both sists, hehehe. :B Nothing much about today, but i enjoyed myself. :)

Pictures taken:


Careen singing. ^^

Ryannnn! ^^

Overdued 1.

Overdued 2.

Me&Careen. ^^

Hah, just some pictures. Am going out tmr; if not sch's reopening. Well, tmr will not be a very good day. Sigh. Klah, bahbye. :(

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Time now is 3.48am & Im still awake. >:( I wanna sleep but i cant! Argh. Just now sist played some games w Weekiat thru msn. I helped her and guess what? We won! HAHAHA, Weekiat if you happen to pass by, admit it!! LOLOL. Okay, Im playing it with darren now, & he keep winning me lah. Bully! But nvm, am gonna win him also. LAUGHSSS. Will be going Orchard w friends tomorrow, then JB @ night. Im having th 'sian' feeling now. :( Packed day for me, but i doubt it will be a good day, cos of certain reasons. Ask me if you wanna know why. Hais, *shakehead*. Klah, awhile more & Im going to sleep already. Hopefully i wont think too much, bahbye :(

I had a bad bad dream !! >:(

Somebody once told me; Giving up doesnt always means you're weak. Sometimes, it means that youre strong enough to let go. I dreamt of something real bad. When i wokeup, i realized it was a dream. Or rather, sort of nightmare for me. Maybe, its a hint from God, that i really must go on with life, and never look back. Still, i kinda cant bear to. But as i'd said, its no longer a choice, its a must. Thats how cruel and hurtful reality can be. Yet i gotta accept it. Cos i believe, God has greater plans.

Before i forget, thanks Yuxian & Jingyi for th Christmas present aye. *Appreciated* :) & also thanks to Vivien Tng, Jonathan and Eugene in advance for my belated Christmas present. ^^ Thanks huh! Received quite alot of presents this year. Really thanks for all th wishes & presents. :) Loveya.

Yepps, Im back from service & after hours of fellowship. Funnnnnnn! I wokeup @ 12.30 tdy. :/ Very tired, but i'd slept enough! Sist woke me up, & Jenna called me too. Thanks dearests! ♥ Prepared and went for fellowship @ best, went cafe afterthat, then down to service. Last service of th year liaooo. Kind of she bu de lor. :( Nvm, 2010 will be greater aye? Yes it will. :) Okay, after service, went best to fellowship, again. Place doesnt matter, as long as we have th bonding! :D Had my dinner there, talked alot. Afterthat went back cafe, played some games. Hahaha, very fun & i like it! Then i gave Peter bible study. Wait!, it was somehow a test for me to be a BS teacher. & Peter says its interesting!! :D He also gave me some tips for improvement. Most of all, i really must live out what i teach t be a good role model t those younger ones in my cellgroup. Heh. Will be giving Jackie biblestudy again, looking forward to it. Cos @ th same time, i can receive some-things as well! How greaaaat ayeee. Klah, i always sidetrack one leh. Back to th topic. ._. Stayed @ cafe till near 10? Then went t th playground beside church t slack. Kinda shared many things t th rest. My nightmare. :/ Klah dont say already, i dontwant t have any moodswing. -.-

Tags Replies.

JunJie: god really answered to my prayers. LOL i am cursing and swering please let xt say sorry and he really did.
Xueting. to JunJie: LOL Yahhhhhh. I just felt bad only and apologised. Doing what im supposed to do, Lololol.
tienmin: okay. i will try but really hope to be like the past uh (:
Xueting. to tienmin: Hah, dont think too much bahs. Cheers alright.
AhKiat: forced to tag (:
Xueting. to AhKiat: Forced sehh. .-. You forced me t tag you also!! :/ Fair and square.
tM*: passing by!=D
Xueting. to tM*: Tyty!!

K im still going out tmr. Bahbye. :(

This seemed t be one of th hardest goodbye.

K, time now is 4.30am and im still awakeeeeee. Playing msn online games w darren, & im going t sleep sooooooon. I hope i wont oversleep later for fellowship; or rather worse, service. .-. Kind souls please giveme a call @ 12pm. Tyvm. :) Nights + morning people.

One of my blogsong, its a very nice song. ♥

Thankyou, for that scene justnow.

Okay im backeddddd! Like so finally lor. Im really tired. :( Nvm, just do th normal posting then. Prepared & headed down to vivo. Was supposed to meet some people but i was terribly late. Sorry dillon, sorry darren. I was real late! But i tried my best t rush down already kay. Dillon told me, he went home first. ._. Really sorry okay. Felt bad though. Went down with Sist & Lin, reached vivo, went t have mac for my dinner. Th rest came t meet us too. & guessed what? I saw mingwei @ vivo and i didnt know it was him until his friend shouted my name from lvl 2. SO PAISEHHHHH. x.x I still didnt know it was him until he msged me. Haha! Sorry ah! Klah, after dinner went t th roof of vivo, slacked there, & had a short talk with wj & darren. So funny lah them, keep joke here joke there. But yet asked alot of questions. ._. All idk how to answer one, Zzz. Andand, darren, dont be too upset okay! God has better plans for you in th future. [: Dont think too much ahs! & its like inally i take th initiative t talk t you in msn bhut you didnt replied! :@ Klah i know you playing game, hahaha. They went home after awhile, backed t slack w th rest. [: Then went t find Jonathan @ Fig&Olive, dillon had free food there. Wahlaoo, never share w us deh lor. HAHA. See th rest had fun, we laughed too. Was really funny okok. :/ @ around 12 or so, bused 30 homed, then mummy fetched us from Jp. Thanks! ♥ Reached home around 1am. Super tired now. So lazy to upload those pictures taken, too many liao. But its getting more & more if i dont upload. .-. So i shall upload some bahs. & iam thinking if i should wear heels tmr, cos im having blister @ my toe already. >:(

This Christmas was certainly a memorable one. When i saw that, i dontknow what iam thinking, dontknow how iam feeling. *Hah* Idk if iam supposed t be happy or not. Why must i get troubled over these kinda things! >:( But when i saw that, i know, its not a choice to giveup. Its a must to already. Congrats me? ._. Lmao.

Pictures :


Xueyi & me.

Meme.

Meme, w Linhui 'zilian-ing' behind.

Me & Linhui, take 1.

Me and Linhui, take 2.

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tienmin: merry christmas (:
Xueting. to tienmin: Merry Christmas too. [:
Weijie: Merry christmas Merry christmas Merry christmas ! =DD , hehe!
Xueting. to Weijie: Merry Merry Christmas aye. [:
weiyang: merry christmas [:
Xueting. to weiyang: Merry Christmas. :)
@MeiyingLuvzxcs: Hello, Merry Christmas. :)
Xueting. to @MeiyingLuvzxcs: Merry Christmas too. :)
Dalston: Hello marry kristmars. go away meiying =D.
Xueting. to Dalston: Tsk, why chase my friend away. :@ Hehe Merry Christmas!
Jennaluv-sxz, :B: I luv talking t you too! Hahah, talk t me mre kay! HAHAH. & I'm super touched. :') Thanks dearest! :B
Xueting. to Jennaluv-sxz, :B: Hahaha, yesyes i will talk more to you. :D I saw your blog, im touched too okay! :B Thanks dearest too! ^^
WeeKiat: Nice meaning for C-H-R-I-S-T-M-A-S !
Xueting. to WeeKiat: Hahah, thankyou. :)

Okay, Im finally done w all th things. But i just cant get to my sleep. Wthhhhh. Anyway, thanks people for those 'Merry Christmas' you guys have send me. Its alot, so i cant possibly name all out. But still, even if i nv reply you, i still appreciate okok. And, th song below is for Christmas deh. See it alright, i bet your tears will fall. Cos when i sees it, my tears fell as well. We were truly th reason that He suffered and died ... Klah, see if for yourself la ok.




Bahbye.. :(

You wasnt there to wipe away my tears last night.

Am i really happy w th way things are going nowww?

Yes time now is 2pm. Obviously i never go service. I just wokeup not long ago, with 7 messages & 4missed calls. Sorry people, i was really tired :( Its like, hao bu rong yi get a day of rest after those serving & services. But well, worth it though. Thank God, i on silent & off th vibration. Clever me. ^^ Klah, Im very very very boreddddd today. :( Decided not to go out because i know there'll be many many people out there, pushing and squeezing. Thats what i hate th most. ._. I've added many many songs t my playlist, so that i dont have t keep changing. Okay, i know iam very lazy; but nvm, who cares. Maybe iam going out w Sists at night. It depends. Okok, i will post again @ night. Before i go, let me wish everyone a
HAPPY MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Do spend it with your loved ones, dont waste it! Wo yao dou mei you lor! Haha, kidding! Klah, btw, Christmas stands for ...

C-hrist gave
H-imslef as a
R-eward so that
I-ndividual know the
S-acrifices
T-hat He did for
M-ankind to
A-cheive the gift of
S-alvation.

Cool rights? ^^. Shall end here, bahbye.

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Last minute decision, going vivo with friends. :) I will post when im back, wait for me kk. :B

Initially, i wanted t spend my Christmas with you.
(Another broken promise.)

Bought Encore colour contacts, comfortable and i like it! ^^

Christmas love drama is coooolllllll. :D Awww, so touching and loving okay! I really hope my next-time-boyfriend & i can be likethat, HAHA. *dreaming* Friend that went service today : Weiyang, Kaseng, Waijie, Junjie, Emily. :) Thank God, they were not late, and i wasnt th one who waited for them, cos i was th one being late. LAUGHSSSSS. Service was fun & great! I nearly cried during th drama, but i didnt. Teehehe. Really very touching, its a MUST to watch kk! I heard that some people cry sehhh, lol. Took some pics, but its not w me. Shall upload th rest soon aye. Klah, after service, went fellowshipped w cg. ^^ Jj and emily went off cos a BBQ. Sent them t bus stop. Some things happened too fast, Sorry JJ! Ahhhaha, but i know you wasnt angry because God answered your prayers! ^^. As usual, went back cafe to fellowshipped. Played Poker again, this time, I won some people!! Dont say youre out of luck or whatsoever, im not that pro but @ least i won you a few rounds! Yet i lost to Peter. Hah. Played monopoly cards also, some peep just played till left w no property, no money & then passed to me. Thanks huh! ._. Afterthat had a chat with Jenna. Talked about ...... Hehehe. Secrets that cannot be revealed aye ^^. So funny lah us. Keep talking about stuffs that has no link or whatsoever. But i really love talking to her mansxz. :B Hehe. Jenna, see this and be touched. :D Fellowship ended @ around 10, cos cafe was closing. Went t th playfround next t church w Sist, Lin, Tienmin, Darren, Jenna, Jovi, Jordon, Jingyi, Minghui, Jiexiang, Yuxian & Yilong. Wanted to do our countdown for Christmas there but some left earlier. Th clock striked 12am & TATA~!!! We shouted, MERRY CHRISTMASSSSS! Like nobody's business. Hahaha. Was funny lah. Enjoyed though. In between did many stupid things as well. Laugh like what nia, haha. Did th countdown only with Jenna, Sist, Lin, Darren, Jordon & Jovi. But was a funny one, Lol! Cabbed home afterthat. Tireddddd. Still thinking if i should go service tomorrow. :/ & IM KINDA PISSED OF NOWWWWWW, WTH! Dont ask why, cos you guys wont understang th feeling! >:( Siannnnnnn. Btw, daddy asked me to go Batam to look for him. I wanna go lahhhhh. I used not to go in th past cos of certain reasons; but i really missed him & my family members over there. ;( But i doubt i'll be going bahs, sigh. Oh, wanna thanks Alvintan, Emily, Shihui, Joy & Hema for th presents today. :) *Appreciated* And, more to comeeee. Esp Junjie and Weiyi, i still remember okay! Hahah, ty, in advance. Dont make this thankyou a wasted one huh. ^^ Okok, im still kinda not in th mood now. Wahlao, i dont like lah wth. K time now is 3am, && Im going t sleep nowww. Oh man, my leg hurts alot. )))): Klah, bahbye. :(

You'll never know how much it hurts.

I only slept for 5hours. :( 24h is really not enough!!

Backed! :D From a time of serving, to a time of shopping, then a time of spending time w sists. :D Soooooooo greaaaat & fruitful aye! ^^. I like th way im leading my life now lahhhh, hahaha. Kk, lets talk about today. Met Yeeliang in th morning, then went down t Senja t meet Regina. Today, he's not late!!! But he keep sleep sleep sleep. -.- I have t bomb him like what only, Lol. Did busing tgt again. This time, th bus driver is very unreasonable. REALLY VERYYYYY!! Keep complaining, and said till as if his job is very great, very noble. -.-! I think Regina really have unlimited patience t tolerate lor. Cant imagine if its me. .__. I met new kids today! They're funny too LOL. Keep asking alot of questions. Curiousity kills. Hah. But i still likethem alot ^^. Did busing back as well, but while doing, i keep tearing; my eye hurts,alot. :( I now knew th reason why. My colour contacts tore before i open it, wth! Waste money. I didnt know it, but i still wore it. That explains. -.- Th worst thing, it dropped out while i was rubbing my eye! Very pain lah. :( But more comfortable. Reached bugis w a swollen eye :( LOL. After busing, Alighted @ Garden Plaza and trained t bugis w Yeeliang. Was a long journey. Reached, met Jiexiang, sist & Lin. :) Ate ljs for lunch. Afterthat walked around, bought manymany things! :D I love itttttt. :) I think girls really enjoy shopping, alot more than guys. Some things happened, and sist walked away. Sorry. :( I didnt know what happen jiu ..... Sorry uh. Then not long, Yeeliang went home too. His leg hurts & he's not feeling very well. :/ Another sorry to Yeeliang, I pangseh-ed you. :( But good that you never blame me. :/ Haha. Left Jiexiang walking around with us. Sorry again!, Girls always take their time to shop, hehehe. Awhile later sist joined us back. ♥ Walked around again, then headed iluma. We had a longggggg chat there! & camwhored too. Talking about BGRs, guys and girls and so. Jx gives us ADVICES leiiiii. HAHA. Klah, after that went backed Jp to find big sist & Sk, while Jx went Orchard t find his friends. Was so tired that i dozed of in th train. :( Bth luh, i slept @ 2am and wokeup @ 7plus. Almost oversleep. -.- But didnt lah, lol. Okay, went t buy my bag @ Jp, paid by th two adults, Sk & Xueli. ^^ Thanks!! ♥ Its my Christmas present, haha. Oh, and another thanks!, to Regina for th fake nails. I really love it alot!! There're so many presents received this year, and im so happy cannnnnnns. [: Yeah, tomorrow its Christmas eve, and im going church, Whooooohooooooo~! SO EXCITED LIKE IDONTKNOW WHAT!! Drama, so on and so forth. Hahas. Really looking forward. Tell you something, had really been busy these few days and dint even realize tmr is Chrstmas eve. Was shocked when i found out, & was stunned for a moment. Im really getting blur, LOL. &, I havent buy my contact lense!! Gna buy it tmr before svc, confirm! If not no contact lense. ._. Okaylah, gonna stop here. Pictures for enjoyment! ^^ Lets see th changes when Jiexiang is young till now... DONT LAUGHHHHHH! :B

From.. (Ps not clear.)

To..

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Lastly.....


HAHAHA, BIG change rights! I bet you all will laugh if you'd seen him before. SO FUNNY! I couldnt stop laughing mans, HAHAHA HEHEHE HOHOHO. Okay, Sorry Jiexiang, i really duibuqi you! :( But sorry!! HAHA. Rest of th pics. :)


Jiexiang & me.

Meme, take 1.

This is how my contact lense look like, after a few hours. *cui -.-*

Yeeliang & Yilin, wo3 kid.

Me & Yilin.

Me & Jiexiang, take 2.

Me & Regina's present.

Meme, take 2.

Meme, take 3.

Heh, done w pictures! Finally ._.

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Jennaluv-s, :B: Xuetinggg! ♥ Welcome! ^^ I'll always be your listening ear okay! So, if you're unhappy, just tell me. I'll try my vry best t help. :D (If I can! :P) Loveyou lots too! ♥
Xueting. to Jennaluv-s, :B: Hahaha, Okay! (L)
Jennaluv-s, :B: Oh, candlelight is every yr de arhs? Cool! :D Hahah.
Xueting. to Jennaluv-s, :B: Yahhhhh. :D
Jennaluv-s, :B: Hahaha, of course every post also gt lahh. Who call us tk so many pics tgt. Hahah. :P
Xueting. to Jennaluv-s, :B: LOL! Yah lor, hahaha. Must be taking forever to upload, cool! :B
xueyiii's: I tagged you while you're playing with the kids. Be touched too! ;D
Xueting. to xueyiii's: What only, copy me. HAHA. Loveyah!! ♥
Lh (':: Here too! AHAHAH, tags.
Xueting. to Lh(':: Ahhahha, okok. :)
Jiaqi: Hello xueting :D Tag!
Xueting. to Jiaqi: Tyty! Seeyah tmr. ^^.
Xueli: no camwhoring at the MRT stations!
Xueting. to Xueli: No such rules! Ask them fine me lah ^^.
xDJason: Irritating Person back to tagged! Merry Chirstmas!!!
Xueting. to xDJason: Hahah, ownself admit ah. :B Is Christmas, not Chirstmas. :B Cheh joking! Merry Christmas too!!

Yes iam done, so finally. Seems like my post getting longer & longer hor, LOL. So tired now ._. Lastly, i wanna say; If you really like someone, you dont have to have him/her. You'll only want him/her to be happy, rights? So to whoever it is, stay happy. Bahbye aye.

Dont judge me if youre not me and dontknow me. -.- so just keep your mouth shut, irritating freak.

Im backeddddd! So so tiring mans. :( Just reached home not long ago; finished serving Children's Church. Though it was tiring, but its a joy where you can never find it elsewhere. :) Wore Purple colour contacts, pain lah. As posted, Tienmin and Linhui came my house & waited for me to prepare. I took damn long lahhhh, sorryy! Hehe, purposely one. :x But nvm lah, they kept playing w Ahgirl, Lol. Afterthat went Jp to get my stuffs, then trained down t Jeast, then cck, lastly, downt to Senja. Otw there, met Yeeliang @ Jeast. He is so so so so super late! Met him at 5.15 and he reached @ 5.40, where we're supposed to reach @ 6 at Senja. Made th both of us late. ._. But its okay! Did busing to and fro church fr th first time, served w Yeeliang. It was th first night service in CCHC! Hah. Very nice, very fun. :D The kids, even more funny canns. They have th 'cuteness' when they're naughty. But still, they're really, veryvery noctorious! Their talking really makes my day up one lah, haaa. And one of my kid actually giveme Christmas gift! Awww, so sweet rights. :D Its like almond chocolates. Shared th joy w Yeeliang, sist and Linhui, niceee! ♥ Yeeliang got suan by kids in th bus. Very funny lah! We really had fun mans! There're kids who say i look like 19yrs old, ohmy. Got so old meh. And they said Yeeliang is 20urs old. But nvm, some said i look like a teacher more than Yeeliang bcos they say Yeeliang looks like a p6 kid, hahaha! Nowadays de kids huh, tsk .. So bad! K back t th topic, Service was way too cool. :) But i missed 1 praise & 1 worship cos i brought kids t th toilet. .__. Cute lah them. Aft svc bused them backed, then trained w Regina & Yeeliang to cck, waited for Linhui, then trained down t batok w Lin & Yl, to meet sist and Sk. We were all famished!, so had our late dinner @ Pioneer. Talked alot, and guess what? Yeeliang says, he misses th children in th bus!! *Faints* -.-. And my colour contacts really hurts alot! :( Took it off while iam eating lor. Sighhhhh. Ohs, we're serving tmr again, hehe. Going bugis w sist, Lin, Tienmin & Jiexiang afterthat. Maybe Yeeliang and others too. Idk yet. but one thing i know, im really very tired now, going to sleep soon. Quite a number of pics tdy aye? Yah i think so, Lol. Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NGTECKSOON AND FELICIA ANGGGGG. :D Kk, time now is 2.20am, and i gotta wakeup @ 7plus tmr in th morning. Really hope i wont oversleep mans. Enjoy th pics aye! Btww, i realize i hasnt been catching up w my MVP lately. )-: No time mansxz, sian 1/2. Gna watch it real sooooon. ♥ Kk, nights & bahbyez. :)


@ church.

Chuayeeliangggg.

Mememe.

He wanted a solo pic of himself, so unglammmm.

Th Christmas gift, before opening ^^

After opening, hehe. I know very boliao, Lol.

Ready to open & eat!

Linhuuuuiiii.

Another shot of Yeeliang and i.

Rather to be loved, then to love. On th other hand, rather to hurt, than to get hurt. Yeah?
You two seem so loving, hehehe. I know, you will last. My blessings to you. ♥

Hah, this song is nice, right? I used to dislike it cos of certain reason, maybe because of my petty-ness? But well, i like this song now. Even though its blahblahblah ...... But its th past already! :) I dwant to ponder about those things & make me moodswing. Th feeling really sucks! So might as well, enjoy it rightttttt, hehehe. Okay, Linhui & Tienmin is coming t my house nowwww. ;) Btw, Just asked my mummy something, see th conversation below ^^ :

Me : You know if i have red shirt ?
Mummy : You want for what ?
Me : Oh , i serve children church mah , need wear red shirt lor .
Mummy : Donthave leh , people jump down from building then will wear red de leh . Our house where got . ?
Me : Ya hor , haha . But i need leh .
Mummy : Wah you want jump ah ?
Me : No lahsxzxz ! Siao ah . You want me jump meh ? (laughing)
Mummy : Choy ah ! No lah ! Want jump ask me, we jump tgt :D
Me : Siaoooo !
* & we both laughed like mad , Hahaha . *

Funny lah her. & when i wakeup, there's something for me t eat liao, thanks mummy! So nice hor, laughs. But i know, good moments dont last long. :( Sigh. Nevermind, quit those unhappy things. Okay, Im wearing purple contacts now. It still hurts like before. :( Anyway, before i forget, I wanna thank my dearest sist Jenna lahhhh. ♥



Thanks for being my listening ear yesterday (: You never fail t give me th best advices. Ty for believing in me as well aye. I know i can as well. :) You always know when im sad, when im happy, and when i'll be moodless. Hah, in short, you really understand me th most. Be it my joy or sorrows. Really thankyou for ystd aye. Luvvvvsss. ♥

Maybe, I suppose. But ....

Back like oh-so-finally! Went to give BS justnow, heard that Jackie enjoyed it, YAYS! Gonna give him for GS L1 also. :) Waited for Linhui with th rest, then went off separate ways. Lin & I went Yeeliang house, then Gouwei & Jordon came too. Played PS1; I know its a super long ago game, but its funnnnnnn! :D But i kept losing, Jordon, Yeeliang & Yeeliang's brother keep winning lah! Bullyyyysssss, Lol. Played for awhle, went down & th guys begin their basketball. Lin and I went off for awhle, like 2h? Then backed to find them. Time flies aye! & now, Im backed; where th rest of th guys gonna stay overnight @ Yeeliang's house. Still going out tmr to shop for awhle, i think im resting early tonight. Hasnt been able to sleep well lately. I hope im able to sleep well tonight yeah?, & I hope i wont wakeup in th middle of th night. Goodnights & Goodbyes. :)

Stop everything! Please.
Truth sucks; reality hurts, but i still must accept it.
I know, im strong enough t face it.

I need a long sleeeep. So dont feel like waking up lah wth.

Faded feelings,
Alright, lets talk about yesterday. Was so so tiring ~ Went for CHC Thanksgiving for CGCs and CGLs. It was w Sun Ho !! Hah. Very fun, very fruitful. :) Before that went Jp to meet Jiexiang, Hema, Xueyi & Jordon with Lin. Went ljs eat, and headed t church. Saw many people there, and th thing lasted for 3 hours++, excluding th dinner time. Ended @ 11+pm, so both sists, Sk and I went 651 for supper. Saw Jonathan and Yugene there, ate tgt, and weiming joined us too ^^. Very funny lah them! See them talk also .... Hahaha. Reached home @ around 1plus. Very tiring! I realize i could not sleep th whole night; idk why. Time now is 9.30am, & i gotta go out soon. Going nearby church to give Jackie Bible Study, first time leh ^^. Afterthat maybe will be going Yeeliang house? Not too sure, decide later. :)

Some things that are in th past, cannot be turned back. Yet what you can do is to browse through those memories, one by one.

Wokeup and i realized th time was 2plus already, diaooo. Thank God, i on silent on my phone. If not im gna woke up by calls & msges again. -.- People, dont text or call me in th morning can? Very irritating and i dont like th feeling when i dont hve enough sleep, Zz. Okay, Going out soon, post when im back!

If love has no reason, i suppose, hate has no reason either, rights?

Cos she's better.
Yes, i sucks. Whatever it is, I no longer bother.

Today was a great day initially but .... Hah, nevermind. Its no longer important anyways. Cabbed down t church as i was running late, reached & met cg members. Went down b4 & Candlelight service started. Was really nice okay! I like it alot. Pictures will be uploaded when i have th time, as if i will have, LOL. After service, best for fellowship, then backed to cafe. Not long, received call from Yeeliang, he asked us t go Arena t pool. Went down w some cg members, see them play pool -.- Bored canns, zz. Aud, Yeeliang, Edwin's cg was there as well. Not long, went t grab something t eat w darren, Jenna, Linhui and Jovi @ 7-11. Waited fr th guys, and headed home w th them. Was a happy + tiring + .... day.

You once promised that there'll be a Christmas present from you, I hope this promise wont be broken.

Time now is 2.30am & Im still awake, with service tomorrow. Was on th phone w Yeeliang justnow for a hour. Sorry yea, i pangseh-ed him just now :X I didnt know his phone was spoilt, so i just text him saying im not going to church. But afterall, when he reached, he met Vivien Tan. -Thank God- He used Vivien's phone and called me twice, but i didnt pickup again. Paiseh!, didnt know its him. Lol. He taught me how to download some stuffs & activate some accounts. What a good brother he is ^^ Hah. But sadly, i cannot download mobile bibles >:( Sadded lahsxz. Kk, i should go to bed now. Bahbye.

Never stopped before.

Christmas is coming, any Santa Claus? ^^. -Presents please-

Didnt went church justnow, not feeling well. Had a short nap & wokeup w missed calls & messages -.- Cannot stand it lah. Im having a bad headache now, feeling very cold. Still having service tmr, candlelight somemore. Diedie must go can. Maybe Im sleeping early tonight, if not im gonna watch mvp again. :) Time now is 9.40, and i haven ate anything. >;( I think, this explains th stupid headache im having now. I really need people t remind me about my meals lor. :( Sickening ass. Okaylah, dwant t rant liao, Bahbye.

Maybe you really went.

I'll do anything t bring th times back. But issit still gna be back?

Okaeh, Im like, finally back @ home doing what i should do! Which means sleeping lah. Wahlaoeh, it seems like so longggg since i've had enough sleep lor. ): Oh, this is gonna be a long post for sure. No patience? Dont read lor. ^^

Wednesday + Thursday: Wokeup, prepared & went off t meet Xueyi, Shiqin, Kengleong, Jiaqi, & Kahpoh @ pioneer control, then Jenna @ Jeast. Sorry people!, I was late! Inthend those people i met were also late, LOL. Trained down to Tamp, then had our lunch there. Subway! Afterthat bused 29 to Aloha Changi Chalet A. The place is really big & spacious! :) Very nice view, i like it :D Reached there, & many people was there already. New friends there were Waijie, Kaseng, Jovi, Amos, Jackie & Jason. :) Linhui says, when Jason plays basketball he looks like Yuan Daying, because he is very noisy, keep talking !! Hahaha. Settled down, & played UNO stackos w Jenna and Kp, followed by Monopoly cards. Though i kept losing when playing UNO stackos, BUT!, i won th two of them while playing Monopoly cards lor! :D Hahah, so funny. Afterthat went BBQ. Food was niceeee~ After eating, Kp went back and i sent him t th busstop. Went back chalet, watched tv & all these, talked alot w many people. :) Continued eating! I think i really eat alot lor, LOL. Then went back t chalet room & talked w Jenna (; We shared many things aye, its really funny when we talked about out primary school! HAHAHA. Cannot stop laughing lah! After sharing, went down again to eat! Yes!, another eating time ^^. Not long, Xueyi's friends & Jackie went back. So me & Jenna went outside th chalet t camwhore! :D:D Did alot of funny pose lahhh. Photos will be on facebook instead, cos its too many to be uploaded. /; Around 11.30 near 12am, I went Cheers w th brothers; Darren, Jovi & Clinton. Its dark okay! Was kinda scared but i didnt say anything, heh. Along th way, saw many .... Omgosh, idk how t describe them can. But one thing i know, its super disgusting! They're in Changi village, so you roughly know what i mean? ._. Really disgusting lor. Irritating brothers keep imitating them :@ Goosebumps all out liao, LOLOL. While walking back t chalet, sist called me and told me about a particular person wearing a particular shirt. Maybe, it doesnt bother me as much as in th past already. Backed, played poker with th rest, Ks wj keep winning while i keep losing lah! All bullies, LOL. But i wasnt th last one so i do not have t do forfeits ^^. Th forfeits are super funny la, i think if i were to video them & show to you guys, you will laugh like idk what :B Though th guys kept winning, there're times that they lost too! HAHAH. Took my shower @ around 3am plus, then played poker awhile more, went t play Monopoly cards w Xiaowei & some peeps. Funfun! Im th one who do my decision quickly unlike sist, waiting forever~ Around 6plus am, some peeps went t sleep while Iam still awake. Talked alot w th brothers, & i took a short nap. Yes, its really a short one. Out of chalet @ around 10plus in th morning, went kfc t eat. My appetite wasnt really good ): Bought 2piece chicken but i only ate a drumstick. Headed home afterthat, slept for 5hours only, then went Riverwalk for Opm. :) Prayer walk! Was my first experience, and it was a fun one :D Had our late supper @ 1am plus :B Went back Riverwalk @ 2plus, Prayermeeting ended @ around 3am. Went Chinatown Point for Mac and had my McSpicy ^^ Heh. Super early breakfast! Played Monopoly cards, again. Waited for first train, & trained back with sist, Linhui, Jiexiang & Peixin. Homed, slept, and wokeup @ around 4plus. Going church lateron t help out w Children church thingys.

Im having flu nowww ): And headache due t lack of sleep. Sigh. But afterall, i think this Cellgroup chalet really bond th members' relationship closer. I really like it alot. There'll most prob be another one nextyear, March! :D & Thanks Jenna fr those advices, it really keeps me going on. I loveyou! ♥ Oh, photos will be uploaded when i have th time. Kinda rushing off now. Candlelight service tmr, excited! :D Okok, time t stop, bah-bye.

Cos maybe, i still likeyou.

Yes, i reached home @ 2plus and th time now is 7.45pm. I didnt slept th whole night, and only slept 5hours. :( I really need my sleep now real badly!! But cannot lah, gotta prepare for overnight prayer meeting liao. Gna post about cg chalet when im back, which is around midnight? NO! Im gna get some sleep first? Argh, bah-bye.

Just a very short post, Im going t chalet sooon! Cellgroup chalet. ♥ Giving someone morning call, he's a pig lah! Oh btw, Gonna be back w many picturesss okaeh (; Coming back tmr, but having Overnight prayer meeting @ night. Probably will post on Friday yea. Er wait, Im having Children church thingy on friday x.x Depends bahs. Kk, I needa go do my packing already, byesxz.

Maybe you no longer bother.

Updated my p.blog. Yes!, Im back from chalet. Wah, super tiring can. Let me just roughly explain th day spent @ Coasta sand. Butbut, there're no pictures, and this is gna be a longg post. Bear w me! X;

Met Ning @ jeast, trained t Pasir ris and Ning, sist & I went t have our lunch @ BK first ^^. Afterthat, Junjie & Emily came t pass us th keys, and we met amanda. Then Xueli called & told me something .. She was kinda sad but, dont sad yea. Cheerupp. :) Reached th chalet, slacked. The guys & Emily went t have their dinner buffet @ Chinatown while Ning, Amanda, sist & I stayed in th chalet t rot. We watched Mr Vampire ll. Nicenice! :D Buttttt, th sining & amanda keep attacking me lor, like i so pathetic, got bullied by them. ): & Not only once leh. LOL. After watching, we watched other drama shows, then Ning's boyfriend, Donathon and Tingfong came. Went t fetch them as some of us wanted t buy dinner also. Had a McChicken burger for dinner, Yummy ^^. Was quite full so i didnt ate th whole meal. Then we chatted, did our own stuffs. & Emily's friend, Jackson came. He bought (.....) Heh. Secret not to be told. But some people was kinda angry bcos (......) broke th chalet rules uh? Lol. But we also never overdid it mah, we know our own limits eh.

Then went back chalet, had a bad headache. The chalet has no panadol -.-! Lied down on th bed awhle, but I couldnt get to sleep. Went out t cheers with Amanda & Emily & bought some cup noodles & cookies fr th people :) Throughout th whole night, I didnt get any sleep cos th headache was still there, and also because something real bad happened, not inside th chalet, but my personal stuffs. Sining slept th longest eh /: & Donathan was beside her, so sweet eh! *Jealous* Hah. Heart2heart talks w some peeps there, and they shared alot of things with me. :) Its like, since so long we'd shared things already. Amanda says, she wants t go sentosaaaaaa, hah! But i dontwant go with her lor, big bully onieh! Hehe. Klah, went in th room @ around 3plus, rot inside. Sist & th rest keep saying Imma waterfall, cos of some reasons. But Im not lor, then they keep saying. Like what only. They ownself also got (.....) lor. Only i more jialat mah. ._. Nvm lah, we had fun though.

Trained back from Pasir ris to boonlay @ around 7am, with Sining, Donathan, Amanda, Tingfong and sist. They all slept in th train except tingfong & me. I only slept a lil lor. Tf keep complain that th train very cold, & he took sist's jacket, while th rest of us have no jacket lor!! Like shit only. Well, reached home @ 8plus. Slept and wokeup @ 2pm.

Wahlaoeh, if you can count th hours i slept, its very little lor. Only 6hours. Idcare, im gna sleep again later on mans. Supposed to meet Regina @ Bangkit tdy, but not meeting already, cos im still having headache & fever. Hope th fever will go off cos still having cellgroup chalet tmrw. I dontwant to miss it! hope to see you there.

Iam hungryyyyy lahsxzxz, th sky is very dark now. Issit falling down? HAHS! Time now is 5.30 & I haven ate anything th whole day lor, Sian. Okaylah, going to watch my MVP valentine now. This and This is nice! Touching! ♥. I've stopped at ep 6 liao, whoooooo! Gonna cont it mansxz!
What a sad thing, people who cared for me, wasnt you. People who texted me, wasnt you either.