On th verge of giving up, yet you appeared again.

} 189. Hello guys, Im not ET, im not fierce, im just mainly pure 100% + 100% human. Clear? :)

School was pretty okay, except for pe today. I srsly think pe sucks, and Miss neo sucks. She changed t another person already lor, she dont use t be like this. Wearing pinafore t walk rounds in th sch wasnt easy. The weather is very hot la zzz. If i'd known earlier, i'll be late lor. My mood wasnt very good after pe, all th way till recess. I didnt know why either, th conversation lingers in my mind. :(  I wasnt happy at all. I was feeling very confuse rather. Very you know. Sigh. But during dnt, im back in my normal self, talking alot of craps ~ Currently im waiting for Linhui, gonna go namdai t trim my eyebrow, then Jp t get my stuffs. Heading down t Yewtee for cg afterthat and oh!, not forgetting t catch midnight show; 72 tenants of prosperity wf Sists and Sk lateron at vivo i guess? Dont think will be posting @ night, cos i wont be home. Gonna wakeup very early tomorrow for lunch at Holiday Inn Hotel, then rushing down t Jw. Hell busy zzz. But its okay ~ Lastly, will be giving a miss to Lynn's birthday, and wont be serving tmr. Awwww, nevermind. Next week aye. ^^ K bye ~

I dont like this feeling, i dont like t text you, and i dont like you t talk t me. So we'll only talk about impt stuffs alright, nothing else. Bcoz i dont wanna feel so confused againnn. Dont hf t remember all those silly things, its nothing. Remember you once said, it was nothing but a piece of shit. Same goes for my words too. Past will be th past. Im no longer using those words, no longer that girl you knew. People change and i change too. You're living your life very happily and i am too. I know you only treat me as a friend, i am too. But i hope your words/attitude wont get t change my mood ever again. We're only, friends.

} 187. I wanna be your number one girl, heeez. ^^

 

I look so fat hurrrrrrr! 

School was great today. :) Went sch wf sm, and bcos of me, she never take cab ley. ^^ Haaaa. Dont judge a person by her outward appearance. If you think she's very quiet, i think youre wrong lor! Tsk, HAHA. Klah, i think class was pretty fine today, except for th two tests, so damn difficult. Jitao cmi one lor? Plus i didnt revise LOLLLL. School ended, walked t inter wf sm then bused home tgt. Homed, onlined, slept, onlined, an here i am posting. I think im gonna update my private blog uh? Ha. Okayla before i end! I think everyone make changes in their lives. People whom i've known change t no longer what they were. Instead, they bcame more and more arrogant? Maybe. Alright, what a short post hurrr. K bye ~

Updating in my private blog, bye~ :> 

Oh, cont t click on my nuffnangs and tag me alrights, (L).

Wonder whats wrong wf me recently. So easily pissed cos of lil things. ARGHHH, i think im going crazy soon.

I still remembered how you plan a surprise for me.

} 184. No matter what.

Random.

Okay im backkkkked. :) Shall cut th craps out, and just post about yesterday. Out in th afternoon wf Xueyi, went batok mac t hf lunch first, then met Sist and Sk, drove Uncle Auntie, then headed down t Tamp, which is Aunt's place. She've changed a little, like, not so naggy. Yeap, had our meal there as well. Left there at around 5plus 6? Went Far East Flora and Uncle bought some plants. :) Afterthat went Cathay, had Astons for dinner. ^^ Sk and Sist treated us again! :D Everything taste okay, but th vegetable pasta taste super disgusting lor. *Eeeeewk. I'll never eat that again! Everybody finished theirs, but i didnt finish mine. Very full leh, lol. Reached home at 10plus, slacked, online, played card games wf family. At around 0200, Mummy and Sisters was hungry, hence we went BL pasar t hf supper! I didnt finish my food as well, zzz. For no reason, Sister shouted at th hawker centre for no reason. Damn awkward you know!! Make us laugh only, HAHAHA! If you were there, i bet you'll laugh as well. :B Funny die. Homed at near 0400, slept @ near 0500.

Wokeup @ 10plus this morning, super tired. Went back sleep again and woke up @ 1430. Junjie called me thrice, but i didnt wokeup. Awoke, called him back, and he never pickup. I guess he's working? I think so. Get on wf my stuffs, ordered pizza and its nice! :) Very full naoz ~ Initially going for movie lateron, but not anymore. There're no more seats plus, i dont hf th movie mood already. Thinking if i should go gekpoh lateron t get my contact lense for schl. Gonna get black ring one, so tht i wont get caught or whatsoever. But i hope it wont hurts or wont get dry easily LOL.

Klah bye ~

I dont like th feeling of missing you; it sucks.

} 183. Another chance to.

L to R : Joey, Xueyi, Joelle, Me, Xueli.

 

L to R: Xueyi, Xueli, Me, Joey.

  

(above) L to R: Xueli, Joey, Joelle, Me, Xueyi.

(bottom) L to R: Giggs, Gaius, Jolene, Gion.

Ohmy, i think i look very fat lor. Im gonna go jogging, and i mean it! LOL. Dontknow if i spelled their names correctly, but nevermind la, HAHA.

Yeapps, as you can see, i went t my grandma house yesterday. Taking alot of pictures, still hf some t be uploaded. And, see th both cousins sitting down? Their th tallest among all younger generation. -.- Very tall lor, zzz. *Envy. I think one is 175cm eh? Lol. Okaylah i know iam short. reached there at 2plus, stayed till 4-5plus? Homed aftertht. Something saddening happened, but well, its okay alright. Awaiting for March hols ^^ Out @ 8pm wf Sists and Sk t Jp. Wanted t hf Ichiban, but sadly it was closed. :( Walked around, decided t hf Fig & Olive instead. Taste so ..... Eeeewk! Not nice one lor. :/ Wonder how Jon and Kenneth worked there, eating their food. :/ Hsh at 10plus, played card games wf Mummy, Sists and Sk. Headed bed at around 0100.

Today, i woke up at nearly 1300. Wow, i slept for 12h. ^^ And i think i will still be sleeping nao if my sist didnt woke me up :x Going t meet my uncle and co. later, going tampiness. One of th most i dislike place among all. -.- Cfm kena nagging etc etc one. Shall post when im back, or tomorrow morning? And YAY!, having dinner wf my uncle today, haaaaaaaa. 

Ohman, i feel like eating ichiban. :( K bye ~

Back yet youre gone.

} 182. I miss brother, alot. :(

 ♥

Yeah. I miss him alot lor. :( He just went back wf my daddy like this. :/ But i also must understand th fact tht he cannot leave my stepmum alone coz its valentine day today. Yes, ofcoz im still very sad. And my sisters also. We'll be going Batam this march. Confirmed trip already. :') Sigh, i really miss him. :((( If time could rewind, i wont choose t go my grandma's house already lor, zzz.

Shall do a proper post at night. Byeeee.

// Edited.

Time now is 1950, going Ichiban later for dinner wf Sists and Sk. Thinking of this makes up my day. K i know im a greedy pig but bobian. :( I like t eat HAHA. Alright, im gonna do my jogging after cny. (oh like real only.) Ya la i promise okay. Will go gym one. ^^ (Kns.) Aiya try la okay!! If not how t eat good food!  I like so zi bi lor zzz. Alright post when im back. Miss me :> Bye.

Brother makes my day awesome. Love him ttvm ^^

} 181. It'll be a long dayyyy, awww. :/

Youre my sunshine. ♥

Okay im posting naooooz. You know, i slept at 0330 and i wokeup at 1030. Walao, i really very tired lor. :( Still going visitation at redhill lateron, then night going elsewhere. Alright lets talk about yesterday ya. Went auntie house for reunion dinner, then chat there, so on and so forth. Cabbed home, nua awhile, then down t bugis wf Sists, Anwar and Sk by Sk's car. By then, it was around night time already. I thought th shops in bugis street will open till late but who knows, its only opened half day. -.- Waste my trip there lol. Walked around, got rather bored. So we wanted to have ice monster, but it wasnt open as well. Sk drove around, went newton, but there wasnt a wide variety of food. Hence we went Al-Azhar t get our dinner/early supper. :> Nice lei. I had mutton chop. (Picture in fb.) Wanted t get chicken bryani but dont have. :( Sisters' got theirs too, and its nice. ^^ Headed home afterthat @ 12plus. Stayed ahwile all th way till 3plus, then Junjie called again, at tht '3plus' timing. -.- But im sorry, i needa get some sleep hence didnt chat.

Alright, im going out in th afternoon and night. So will be posting tonight or tomorrow morning & tags will be replied soon kay. :>

Oh yah, happy chinese new yr and happy valentines yah. :D Love all you guys who're reading my blog. :) But i dont love those who nv tag me HAHA.


Alright miss me, bye. :>

Heartbreaks, outbreaks.

} 180.You'll nv know how much i did.

(overdued pics.)

Morning people, its 1109 now, like so early. Brother is beside me, and he's very cute. ^^ He chose t stay wf me despite daddy went t th coffeeshop. Hahaha. Received a call at 0317 and i thought it was a prank call, hence i didnt pick up. Never did i expect it was Junjie. -.- He also like siao one, fancy calling me at such a nice timing uh. How do i know? Not by his number, cos its private number. By his blog. This is what he wrote in his blog. 

"Xueting is sleeping like a pig now. And now the time is 3.41. Yes, i cannot sleep. Suddenly something just stuck in my mind and no matter how i pull it out, it just couldn't force it way through. Anyway, i just cannot stand here and look at my blog to rot. Several days, i met xueting. She initiated to meet me for the very first time and i hope it will not be the VERY last time too. We took pictures but some are really distorted. Okok, sorry!!! my camera skills sucks to the max. But you can't blame me on that too. You have to understand how hard it is to be in my situation where you have actually take a picture with short girl on that day. Sighs."

Yes, i initiated t meet him if not he will say i very bo xim, forget about him and blahblahblah. His camera skills really cmi lor. Then now wanna say im short. Walao, we took pictures sitting down not standing up lei. Dont cover up your weakness lei. -_- Nehmind, i know i cannot quarrel wf you cos i cfm lose one. Lame.

Will be going out t hf lunch wf family lateron, then t lavender, then bugis. Will post when im back, hope i can take a short nap lateron. K bye ~

No matter how much imy, i know you wont be back.

} 179. What a great day.

I super ♥ him. ^^

Yeapps, a great day indeed, accompanied by a few people's texts. Prepared, went t harbourfront centre t fetch daddy and brother back home. :> Seriously miss them alot, and my brother grew up alot loh, esp in height. :/ Went t hf lunch, then back home for awhile. Out again t buy groceries for reunion dinner, then down t uncle's house. Daddy, Uncle and Sk prepared th food, while me and the rest slacked there. Very tired you know! Took a short short nap there. :> Food prepared, ate and th food is really fabulous :D (both thumbs up.) But i wonder when can i eat those food again. Must be a very long time. :( Sighhh. Alrigh, hsh at 10plus. 

Awww, i miss service today. Miss dearest also. :( Nevermind, next week we cfm talk alot one. :b And my stomach is still very bloated naooooz. Going t lavender for another reunion dinner tomorrow, then t bugis. Who wants t come? HAHA. Klah, im crapping already LOL. Time now is 2338 and brother is asleep. I should go t bed soon, should i?

I miss you alotalot. :( I just want you t be th past you. I wanna wakeup wf your texts, wf your calls. I dont mind if im sleeping halfway or what. I dont mind if im busy or what. I just wanna know, at th very least you still care. But now, its so not possible already. Why?, Why must you be so heartless? :'( I really miss you... alot.

today will be a fantastic great day.

} 178. Feels great when i do not hf t attend school. :>

Edit until so not nice, cfm not me edit one loh :B

Sorry for not posting yesterday, coz im seriously very tired. School was fun, and i enjoyed it alot. But i did cwo again. (-.-) Just bcoz i went for early recess and they call this skip leeson? LAME. I think teachers from Jwss abit siao one. Lil things can end you up in th office, doing cwo. Wasting our lesson time you know! Shit it. Have been going t th office t th past few days, zzz. What's happening man. :( Okay, i wont be going t th office next week. Definitely no lor. Well, after school, went home wf akl and shimin. Onlined, blahblahblah. Just when im going t take a nap, shimin text me, asking me t lend her my listening ear. So i didnt hf any nap. :/ Met her, chat a lil. Then she came my house, and we stalk many people, seeing many people's blog, cracking many jokes. AHHHAHA. So funny lor LOL. Afterthat th both of us and my sist went 651 t look for Yeeliang, Yeetiong was there as well. Chat and camwhored alot. Really alottttt. But im lazy t upload th pictures you see. ;) Next time alright. Played volleyball, and shimin ah, you very lousy lei. ^^ Hsh at 7plus. Onlined awhile, and i slept @ 9plus. Thinking tht i will wakeup at 11pm, but i was totally wrong. Slept till th next morning.

Now its 0918, so early uh. And yes, i slept for 10h near t 11h. But im still tired you know. :( Didnt went school today, going t fetch daddy and anwar from harbourfront lateron, HAPPYYYY! Finally i can meet them, ahahahaha. Miss them so much! And daddy is gonna cook dinner for us. :) At last im eating home cooked food. Super miss it lor. :> Oh yah, and im going service lateron also! (-: Today will be a great day. I doubt i will be onlining for th next few days, except for night time. Text me if anything alright, or rather t keep me accompanied. ._.?

I wonder if people still view my blog, coz there's so lil tags. :( Klah, post again at night yea. And, i aint ready for cny. :/ K lah, byebye. <:

Should I? Or should i not..

Words tht cannot be expressed, feelings tht cannot be described. Yet what can i do.

} 177. Great day. :>

Okay my apologies for posting so late, was totally engrossed in my facebook playing bejeweled. And finally i won alot of people, hahahaaaa. Happy die me you know! :B

School today was pretty fine, except tht i was late, again. -.- Aziz caught me for my colour contacts, and he claims tht's th reason why iam late. LAME. -.- He called my parents just bcos i was late for 3times, but all didnt pickup. Ite my mother asked me what happen, & she says: "Tell your teacher better late than never. Like that also wanna call me." But she wasnt angry la ofcos. Cool shit. Fyi, i woke up @ 6.15 and sist told me: "I thought you having late day today?" I asked, "today wednesday ah?" She said yes, and i went back my room taking a look at my phone. I was like, ohmy, how can i forget! Went back sleep, and wokeup @ 7.10 LOL. School was pretty short today, went lab for Chem, and i broke a test tube. Now when i hold it, i must handle wf care lol. In my past 4 years, i never broke a single thing lor. Somemore th test tube really very super fragile can. Zzz. Miss Loh says,"Wow, no surprise." Sarcastic la. -.- Headed home after school, onlined, took a super short nap, then out. Gekpoh t hf my dinner, and sist rebonded her fringe and she's now in bangs. Picture above, cute die lor. :> Okay, mum went JB and she's gonna buy me supper. But im very full now, gonna share it wf sister i guess. K bye ~

IMYSM.

} 176. Im back.

This song is nice. ^^ Taken from berlyn's blog.

Okay yes iam back. So tiring loh. Met Tiffany t get my contact lense, followed by Jason. We took many many pictures, but i forgot t send it t my phone >( I know he cfm very lazy upload one, LOL. But nvm, lets wait and see alright. We shared secrets, again. Haha! And we already gou gou shou say cannot say out liao, th promise also fly fly already, LOL. Btw we both hf th same thinking lor, long long meet one time better, coz more things t say, HAH. And SBF will hf a reunion dinner as well, any ideas? :) K la, cut short, i treated Jason Ice Kachang today but th volcano somehow erode and th ice dropped. :( Only we two knows, laughssssssss. Klah, byebye ~

♥ Talking t you is a very enjoyable thing and i like it alot, cos i will only laugh @ th conver we're talking about. If i know you came t my blog i will definitely be more happy. :) Your smile never fail to make my day up.

Sometimes, i wished you were there fr me, even as a friend.

} 175. Obstacles will be nothing if you overcome them one by one.

Yepps im here to post now, so early lol. Cos im going out in th evening and ARGH SHIT, i didnt bring my math textbook home! I wanted t do some revision at night one lor. -.- Well nevermind. ZZZ. School today was awesome. :) Very good cos its also kinda slack lol. Reached sch @ 8.15, i need not run or what, stayed in th office till 9.45am. Actually i wasnt late. Infact, i was early. But while waiting for akl and cheryl, i text akl telling her i wanna buy smth t eat, and she hit th idea of Mcdonalds! Coolz. I was scared tht i couldnt attend math, but i was told Juliana didnt come again. ^^ I bet she will be going tomorrow for sure, cos her MC is always two days only. Plus, tomorrow got test. She machiam everytime got test tht week de monday and tuesday wont come loh. LOL. And Miss Ng didnt come also. Everyday im having free periods. Happy! HA. Nowadays teachers skip sch more than th students lor! Tsk, then how are we going t learn? I still wanna study and get promoted one leh. :/ K back t th topic. The moment i went class, Miss Loh gave me a test and i didnt revise lor. Cos i dint even know there's a test. She never tell us, not i dont want study. Bio aft tht, total sian-sation. Idk wht th teacher is talking about la. -.- Then 2 free periods, chinese aftertha. Homed afterthat wf akl.

Im going out later, so i do not know if i'll be posting. Will be meeting Jason. FINALLY MAN. Had been so long since i last met him. And also Tiffany, for my friends' and my contact lenses. Alright, i will be back wf pictures dont worry. :) K thats all, bye ~ MISS ME OKAY HAAA.

I really need a short break now.

} 174. I may seem t be laughing, but you'll never know when i'll burst into tears.

Alright back t blogging again.Had only 4 period of lessons in school. Got caught for my pinafore this morning, Berlyn, Kian, Mandy and some friends got caught too. Now my pinafore is very ugly, but i dont intend t sew it back. Cos i dont wanna get caught again. Super troublesome. -.- School was fine initially, but idontknow why my mood changes whenever i thought of that particular thing. Dont worry, its not anyone's fault. Not at all alright. I just feel kinda upset and heartbreaking, thats all. Coz something used t be so so so memorable, now became nothing. Th thing broke, and perhaps its time t bury all th memories tgt. I know, i said i will be happy, i will make this blog a happy blog. But just let me vent out my frustrations for awhile alright. I really doesnt wanna cry infront of my friends justnow. I wanted t walk away. But who knows, i received a message from berlyn, and tears streamed down. It was a message of concern. But .... Idk why either. I just rushed out of my class aft sch t meet akl, thinking we could walk out of th back gate; thinking i could hold back my tears. Yet i gave her a very black face. Sorry akl, i really didnt mean it. :'( Eventually after meeting them, yes, i cried. But afterthat, i really felt much better. Walked wf akl, ts, cheryl and cl t bus inter. They went t hf their lunch while i went home.

I never expect tht thing t be broken. Now i truly understand th meaning of " some things tht are broken no longer can be mended. " Well, dont worry, im okay now. I just need peace alright.

& to (insert name.) I really dislike you coming into my blog. And i mean really. I know you hf been coming here alot. Believe it or not, i no longer like him. You sucks alright, i dislike you ttm. Now see this; go and never come back. You should know who you are aye.

Till now, thats all. I need a short break. Wont be posting for a few days, but dont go wf my tags alright. Kay bye. (L)

I wont let this kinda things affect me anymore. Shall concentrate on God and studies.

I'm very happie tdy <:

Okay im here to blog now, currently on phone wf brother. Has been so long huh? :/ But okaylah, happy birthday! (L)

Today was a good day, gave Jackie BS, then went for M.I.C wf Yeeliang & Vivien. Was great, inspired me alot :) Afterthat went Kfc wf th both of them, v funny loh! Keep joking, HAHA. Slacked awile wf YL, then cabbed home afterthat, waited for 45min fr a pathetic cab. (ARGH.) Sent him home cos its otw <: Homed, crapped wf sist alot. She super good okayyyy, i love her ttvm!! ♥♥♥ We really crapped like siao loh, HAH.

Today is a very enjoyable day for me! I realized small lil things could make my day up now. :) Oh, and i did vomit justnow, again. Ewk, super disgusting. Not feeling very well now, AH SIAN, tomorrow got school. But im still going tomorrow okay! Good girl ma. ^^ Hah, klah bye ~

"Dont ever leave th one you love for th one you like, because th one you like will leave you for th one they love."

别再哭了, 多不值得.

I thank God for great friends around me, cos' they never fail t pick me up whenever i fall.

Last night, Mummy, Uncle and Sisters went Changi Village, but i didnt due to my laziness. If i did went, i'll be sleeping like a dead log now, missing th BS im supposed t give. :/ How do i know? Cos my younger sist is still sleeping now. LOL.

Its 1212 now, and i wokeup @ 11am. I always complain i slept too lil but infact i cant sleep long. L-O-L. Im gonna prepare soon, and head off t church while Linhui and Dearest is still sleeping! They cfm show off to me how long they can sleep one loh, tsk. But nvm, i will be a forgive-able person and forgive them. (lame.) Time's running out, and i gtg. Might post when im back alright. loves.

你,最近还好吗?

//. Edited.

Time now is 1302, and im stucked infront of th comp :/ BS @ 2pm, hope i wont be late. Gonna prepare now already, and i really mean, N.O.W!!! Bye. 

Were you lying?

(see my bird face loh!)

People who wanna meet, always doesnt hf th chance to. We always say let fate decide. You once say, you dont believe in fate, you only believe in yourself. Times when i wanna see you, I didnt. But when those people who doesnt hf th desire as much as i do, they'll see you and tell me, "I saw your friend."

Alright, i dontknow why i am posting all those nonsensical things. Shit myself. Lets start my posting wf yesterday. Went t sch and was late. Aziz asked me how many times already, i told him 3rd. In fact it was only once. HEHEEEE, im only late once you know! Coooooolz. But friends were laughing at my foolishness loh, tsk. :/ Nehmind, went t class afterthat. Skip, then after school already, walked t inter wf akl and cheryl as usual. Bought food, then homed. Onlined, slept fr awhile, then off t meet Dearest @ Jeast. She was late! :@ Nehmind la haaaa. Headed Bugis for steamboat wf cellgroup. Quite okay, not very nice though. Homed afterthat, slept all th way.

Awoked @ 7.30am today, gave Yeeliang morning call. I realized i dont hf his house phone number, but thank God, miraculously, he did picked up th call. ^-^ First time i dont hf t spam him, HAHAHA. Met him, then went Senja. Thought that we'll be late, but ite didnt. We actually wear same colour tops and bottoms one loh! But him la, say his white bottoms' zip spoil. Funny loh!, laugh die me. Met YS and Regina there as well, started bus. :) CCH was !@#$%^&*() today !! ARGHHHH. Dont wish t say, but overall still okayz :) Went t had lunch wf Vivien and co., then accompanied Lin t th doctor, then cafe. Service afterthat, then fellowshipped wf cellgroup. Left church at 8plus 9, was super tired. Cabbed home, then did my stuffs.

Am still going out tomorrow, meeting Yeeliang for some stuffs. Yepps, k bye. :) Remember t click on my nuffnangs and tag me. :)

I was tempted to, but i didnt.

170post; How great? (sighhhh.)

School > Homed > Onlined > Eat > Sleep > Onlined > Sleep > Next day already.

Okayyyy, back to post againnnn. My daily routine life is th same. But i like it this way! Hahaaa. Ofcos, in between got go out la. Just tht im lazy to say. Ohwell ohwell, school.. Social Studies test tdy, wasnt really very confident loh. But i hope i can pass. :) Math, i still cant cope wf some formulas, so difficult! Bio, bored like idontknow what. Was talking to Mandy and th rest about dogs, HA. I realized Crystal and Melvin has two dogs @ home! LOLLLL, but i think mine is still th cutest. ^^v English period was another test and, school ended. Jp wf akl, cheryl and tecksoon for a short while. Really short while. Then met Mummy and Sist @ Gekpoh for lunch, homed afterthat. Onlined, then went t sleep and now, its 2130 already. Fast righttttttttt, Lol. Time really flies when youre doing th things you like, esp sleeping, hahahaaaa. K im going for steamboat tmr! YAYNESSS. Bound to grow fat ARGH. :/ Alright, hope tomorrow will be a better day in school.

K bye ~

One life, i lay @ Your altar.

169post; Friends you hf, choose it 

wisely.

Alright, back t blog again. :) Im still thinking whther t private my blog. (zzz.) Like so troublesome loh lol. School was fine, except i made a teacher cry. Kay fine, i didnt really upset her. It was some other friend of mine. Cos she was very disappointed wf us; or rather him alone. School today was short, i like it, hehe. And i dont dislike my form teacher now, cos she's very good to me, and she no longer picks on me. ^^ She will be treating th whole class next week cos she'd earned alot alot of money LOL. Th whole is like so happy loh. Back t topic. Aft school, rushed t several places and evetually home. Home is still th best place aye. Onlined, then i slept all th way t 8pm. So longggggg! Wokeup, saw th time and was shocked. Dint expect t sleep tht long you see. Prepared, then accompanied Sist t th doctor. Takecare and get well soon! :) Headed t gekpoh t trim my hair afterthat, and i like my hair now. :)

Circumstances that i'd overcame certainly makes me grew stronger and now, i learnt not t take things fr granted. Ofcos, i wont dwell in th past cos there's no point. Most slightly, i wont be privating my blog. Butttt, i wont post all those unhappy things also. Cos i dont want t be those typical people just posting tht kinda sad things, or rather emo. ._____. I wanna be unique, hehehe. And i dont want pple t read my blog t be sad. Whats th point of having a life when you live it sadly? Everyone must be happy, rights? (-: Esp my akl!! Dont sad sad ahs, tmr going study already, jiayou! Cos if you believe you can, you can. :) And it has been so long since we two went out tgt, i miss those times. >:

Remember t click on my nuffnangs, tyvm. K bye. <:

I cant stand stalkers. :@

A second spent wf you will mean alot to me, thats what memories are.

168post; privating my blog in a few 

days. leave yr emails down, thanks.

Okay, im privating. Really privating. Idk why, i feel like. Dont ask so much. Just leave dwn yr emails and i'll invite you. Will be privating in one or two days later i guess? Ha asap la.

Sch today was quite okay. Know what? I got tricked by my classmates that there's no late day tmr. They told me it was only for alternate months, and there is not late day tmr. I stupid-ly believe and go ask Mr Chen loh! :@@ Like a dumbass, Zzz. But oh well, school was somehow fun. Learnt math today, somehow caught up wf th rest. But my CME teacher told me she was upset wf me fr breaking my promise. .____. Well, forget it. After school, bused home tgt wf Akl and Cheryl.

Night time, out wf Sist t get my phone @ BL pasar. I got th same one as Shimin, except diff colour. Th phone .... okay la. But i prefer f480 loh. :/  Nehmind, i'll get used t tht phone soon. Didnt get w705 and Preston due t some irritating reasons. Sorry berlyn and Dearest! I know you allo want same phone wf me but ... tsk, hahhaaa. There's not much pink phone there >: Homed afterthat.

Bye.

I'll shut my ears and hear nothing. Trust me, i will.

i really wonders.

167post; SHIT YOU FOR MAKING ME 

SO CONFUSED. >:(

Oh yes, shit you. Why must i still bother t know things about you; still listen things about you when i dont even like you already. I really dont understand. So what if i knew th truth? Th past wont be back, and i dont want t be back in th past either. Ofcos, im not assuming that you want to. Im just very pissed off why must you do that. Understand this, if i say i will get over you over a period of time, I WILL! There's no need for you to ask some people to do some things. What for! ARGH WHATEVER. I really dont understand wth are you thinking and doing. Forget it, it doesnt concern me anymore. I dont wish to hear all those nonsense anymore please. :( It'll only confuse me.

K fine. Going out now, will be posting when im back. Oh yea, i feel like changing my url and private my blog. Any comments?

B Y E .

Just a short and quick post. Read through some people's blog, and i really feel sorry for them. (dont ask why.) Like, parents are there t show care and concern for them. Th times tht they reprimand us, we'll ofcos get angry. But after cooling down for a period of time, we know that its for our own good, isnt it? No parents hate their children. I repeat; NO PARENTS, NOT A SINGLE ONE. Dont blame your parents for giving birth t you, or giving you a broken family. (if you hf one.) Because im sure they wont want it either. Parents always wanted th best of us, yet its we being th child, not knowing anything. Sometimes, we'll feel that they're pressuring us too hard on studies, grounding us, or blahblahblah. Yet we nv know their intentions for us. Th love that they gave is neverending. At times when we disappoint them, they might just nag at us or worst still, fake a smile and cover everything. Dont you think its very sad this way? If this goes on, you wont know if your parents is real sad, or real happy. Cherish your parents, and what they are providing for you. Lastly, I believe there's no love greater than th love your parents gave. No one on earth can dote on you as much as your parents do. Understand them if they're having financial difficulties. Trust me, they'll always provide th best of best for you. Well, its 0012 now, nights people!

Trying my very best to ...

166post; th guy in my previous post 

aint my boyfriend.! Tsk.!!

Oh my, how can you pple think Jiexiang is my boyf !! LOL. I post tht picture cos i couldnt find anymore pics t upload already loh. Well nehmind, thts not th main point. Haaaa.

Well, i didnt post yesterday, but it was a good great day okay! Ofcos, a tiring one. Alright, as usual, linhui waited fr me t prepare, then head down orchard tgt and got my extensions done. Wasnt v happy, but nevermind. :) Was in a rush loh, tsk. Afterthat rushed down t meet Yeeliang. Thought i was th latest, but i wasnt. Hehe. Saw Jeremiah and Huayu @ th platform too! So qiao! (-: Huayu was going bugis and i thought i was going bugis too! But i wasnt la lol. Met Jiawei and Dennis (Yeeliang's friends) @ Lavender, trained down tgt wf th 3 of them t tanah merah, then bused t hall 1. Was rather late, but only missed praise :) Thank God. Pst shared about cch vision, kinda cool t me. :) After everything ended, The few of us, plus Kelvin trained back. All were going town area, but different places. LOL. Separated ways, then down t meet Sist, weiming & others @ Marina Square. Had BK for dinner, nice ^^v. And thats my only meal eaten lol. Around 10pm, Sk came and drove us, fetched Yeeliang home. Great day for me. :)

Today, school was okay. I did my best t concentrate in class. Teacher never seem t be angry wf me! :) Dnt teacher said im better this yr also, HAHA. I did all my practical myself! :b Gotta catch up wf th rest cos i missed Math fr two days. Aft sch, met Sist @ Jp, bought our stuffs and she blessed me wf a pink earpiece! ♥ HEHE. Thanks! <3 Afterthat homed, and im going batok lateron ~

"when you first held my hand, my heart was beating so fast tht i couldnt breathe.
when you first kissed my lips, i let my lips t touch yours back.
when you first hugged me, i was wondering if i should hug you back.
In all those circumstances, i knew nothing.
But i know, thats when my feelings started t develop, and thts when i loveyou. ♥"

Oh, If you think im talking about him, youre wrong. Its him, not him. (-: Stalker(s), dont think so hard cos you dont hf to. Shall post tmr i guess, bye!