have been studying in th library since monday, with friends. super stress now cann. sigh. will be having intensive tuition all th way till my exams end -.- i know its for my own good. but sometimes just dontlike it ): LOL. had my EL paper ystd, chinese paper tdy. shouldnt be a problem bahs. but tdy when im having my paper i feel like vomitting again. wthell laaaaa. i didnt vomit. if i did i jiu no mood take test alr. really feel like dying -.- having breathing difficulties throughout th whole paper. cannot really concentrate, just hope i can do well. i really studied okay. & i dwanna be a disappointment to my parents, friends, and not to mention my sisters. they are always giving me support. i really dwant to disappoint them. sigh. all i can do is to mug, mug, and mugggggggggg.

Are you avoiding ? .

i dontk why either . you stopped replying my texts . but nvm , i guessed it . ha . things are bit weird now ehs . bcos i hardly receive your msges . but i 'll get used to it , naturally :)

went to see doctor again , vomitted ystd night . sigh eh , i dontk why issit likethis . no vomit , jiu stomachache ): have mc tmr , but tues will be EOY alrd . go sch ? or dont go ? maybe i 'll rest bahs , will see how . but if im staying at home , cfm bored till siao one . keep sleeping like one pig only , Lol . wanna come visit me ? ^^ i'll be more than glad :P
going west coast later with audrey , jingyitan , xueyi , minghui , binghan and idk who ._.
gonna bury my sorrows there , HAHA . klah , bye ((((((:

i chose to stay happy with and without you :')

Because we aint meant t be tgt .

This post is long. dont read if you have no patience.

Promises ? , meant to be broken .

Okay , things aint th same now .
changed over , completely .
was sick since tuesday ; keep vomitting out whatever i'd eaten , then have headache ):
went to take my mc @ polyclinic , doctor wanna inject me .
ofcos , i said a N-O NO . what i feared th most is having injection .
whats more , im alone leis , zz .
he said , if i ate porridge and vomit out , i'll vomit out medicine as well .
so true ._.
i forget to bring my medicine out today ; hence i dint ate any .
BUT i vomitted everything out as well .
sigh , no difference .
if i dont vomit , i 'll feel very uncomfortable .
vomit , also th same .
dontk what illness or disease im having .
die faster also better . LOL .
amyway thanks xueyi , arkaliao & berlyn .
i cried in school today .
i promised , it will be th last time ; i will try not to cry anymore .
school was usual .
skipped math with arkaliao berlyn & shimin , went toilet .
guessed what ? i was too tired and slept inside ._.
nevermind .
woke up by some messages , then slept again .
not long , bell rang .
then we went separate ways .
me and akl went canteen to have our lunch , then 2n3 for chinese oral .
i swear , it sucks -.-
my answer is like , just a one or two sentence .
Fine , dontcare .
next week will be my EOY already .
retain , promote , fail , dontcare already .
so difficult to be a good student , because i can never be one .
i dontlike miss chan and miss neo , keep picking on me .
i did my stuffs already , they said i didnt .
told miss neo i wasnt feeling well , she dont believe .
what th hell mansxzxz .
somemore she 's my FORM TEACHER lahhh , ass .
ohmygoodness , i feel like vomitting again -.-
when can this ever stop ? .

broken promises ? , sick and tired of it .
you chose to giveup first , so i've got nothing to say .
you said you wasnt sad , hope its true .
your buddy said bcos you're afraid that you couldnt wait .
issit ? only you yourself knows th best .
i thought , i wont cry anymore .
but i was wrong . very wrong .
past 18 days were fulled of joy , laughters and ofcos quarrels .
but i didnt cared bout those quarrels .
berlyn was right ,i've never gave in so much .
& this proves one thing , i didnt repeat my mistakes :')
sigh , shant say furthermore .
stay happy alrights.


SUPER SORRY TO LEEJUNJIE & SBF !

im really sick! and ofcos no mood .
i dont wanna go , and pull down everyone 's mood .
thats worse .
and really sorry to JunJie & Yuanting . sorrysorry !
i said that i'll go but i didnt .
next outing , alrights ?
promise uh . and this promise , dont worry , i wont break it :)
meetup soons!

(weird ? dontcare already lahsxzxzx ._.)

things are much better now :) .
i like it , ha .
going west coast for a picnic with family later on :D
gonna bring ahgirl as well ^^
will be back with pictures , bye!

tomorrow will be a better day .

unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy unhappy )':

me aint happy now .
used to be th happiest one , but things changed .
ha , things always changed overnight , surprisingly , isnt it ?
updated my private blog , cast all my unhappiness inside alrd .
but i invited no one , so its only fr me & myself to read .
this time , iam strong .
i dont need listeners anymore .
whats th point of having listeners when th answers they give is always th same ?
no point .
so i 've decided .
no listeners , no talking , no nothing ,
just private blog .
happy , unhappy , i'll write it there .
so much feel like going mia , hais .
maybe i will ?

i dont wanna be in th wrong again ,
so keeping quiet will be th best way .
i 'll be going mia , soon .

goodbyes .

some presents received :

oh! not to forget , handphone!!!!! (F480)

thanks ah! <3

hah . here to post , again :)

wanna thank many many people that helped me celebrate my birthday and those who wished me happy birthday :D

thanks ya . loves <3

i received surprises this year! ha.

was touched.

thanks uh.

you know who you are :)

and also CHOYXUEYI , thankyouthankyou for arranging so many things :)

im really speechless. but i really wanna thank God for you , this sister given to me ^^

heeee . really enjoyed my birthday lahsxzxxzz .

thankyou guys!

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sigh eh ,

didnt went sch today .

woke up , but had a bad headache , and cough ):

met arkaliao then went home , changed and to sch for oral later again .

all th best to me ^^

God bless peeps! :)

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backed , skipped oral .

SBF celebrated my birthday , ha .

thankyou darren for th gift as well ^^

pictures are not with me , hence i cannot upload . :)

go to my facebook and see! (:

sorry for th lack of updates :)
gonna go for peter 's birthday party soon , and 3 more days to mine , heeee ^^


thankyou :)