Friday, September 25, 2009



This post is long. dont read if you have no patience.

Promises ? , meant to be broken .

Okay , things aint th same now .
changed over , completely .
was sick since tuesday ; keep vomitting out whatever i'd eaten , then have headache ):
went to take my mc @ polyclinic , doctor wanna inject me .
ofcos , i said a N-O NO . what i feared th most is having injection .
whats more , im alone leis , zz .
he said , if i ate porridge and vomit out , i'll vomit out medicine as well .
so true ._.
i forget to bring my medicine out today ; hence i dint ate any .
BUT i vomitted everything out as well .
sigh , no difference .
if i dont vomit , i 'll feel very uncomfortable .
vomit , also th same .
dontk what illness or disease im having .
die faster also better . LOL .
amyway thanks xueyi , arkaliao & berlyn .
i cried in school today .
i promised , it will be th last time ; i will try not to cry anymore .
school was usual .
skipped math with arkaliao berlyn & shimin , went toilet .
guessed what ? i was too tired and slept inside ._.
nevermind .
woke up by some messages , then slept again .
not long , bell rang .
then we went separate ways .
me and akl went canteen to have our lunch , then 2n3 for chinese oral .
i swear , it sucks -.-
my answer is like , just a one or two sentence .
Fine , dontcare .
next week will be my EOY already .
retain , promote , fail , dontcare already .
so difficult to be a good student , because i can never be one .
i dontlike miss chan and miss neo , keep picking on me .
i did my stuffs already , they said i didnt .
told miss neo i wasnt feeling well , she dont believe .
what th hell mansxzxz .
somemore she 's my FORM TEACHER lahhh , ass .
ohmygoodness , i feel like vomitting again -.-
when can this ever stop ? .

broken promises ? , sick and tired of it .
you chose to giveup first , so i've got nothing to say .
you said you wasnt sad , hope its true .
your buddy said bcos you're afraid that you couldnt wait .
issit ? only you yourself knows th best .
i thought , i wont cry anymore .
but i was wrong . very wrong .
past 18 days were fulled of joy , laughters and ofcos quarrels .
but i didnt cared bout those quarrels .
berlyn was right ,i've never gave in so much .
& this proves one thing , i didnt repeat my mistakes :')
sigh , shant say furthermore .
stay happy alrights.



SUPER SORRY TO LEEJUNJIE & SBF !

im really sick! and ofcos no mood .
i dont wanna go , and pull down everyone 's mood .
thats worse .
and really sorry to JunJie & Yuanting . sorrysorry !
i said that i'll go but i didnt .
next outing , alrights ?
promise uh . and this promise , dont worry , i wont break it :)
meetup soons!


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