} 174. I may seem t be laughing, but you'll never know when i'll burst into tears.
Alright back t blogging again.Had only 4 period of lessons in school. Got caught for my pinafore this morning, Berlyn, Kian, Mandy and some friends got caught too. Now my pinafore is very ugly, but i dont intend t sew it back. Cos i dont wanna get caught again. Super troublesome. -.- School was fine initially, but idontknow why my mood changes whenever i thought of that particular thing. Dont worry, its not anyone's fault. Not at all alright. I just feel kinda upset and heartbreaking, thats all. Coz something used t be so so so memorable, now became nothing. Th thing broke, and perhaps its time t bury all th memories tgt. I know, i said i will be happy, i will make this blog a happy blog. But just let me vent out my frustrations for awhile alright. I really doesnt wanna cry infront of my friends justnow. I wanted t walk away. But who knows, i received a message from berlyn, and tears streamed down. It was a message of concern. But .... Idk why either. I just rushed out of my class aft sch t meet akl, thinking we could walk out of th back gate; thinking i could hold back my tears. Yet i gave her a very black face. Sorry akl, i really didnt mean it. :'( Eventually after meeting them, yes, i cried. But afterthat, i really felt much better. Walked wf akl, ts, cheryl and cl t bus inter. They went t hf their lunch while i went home.
I never expect tht thing t be broken. Now i truly understand th meaning of " some things tht are broken no longer can be mended. " Well, dont worry, im okay now. I just need peace alright.
& to (insert name.) I really dislike you coming into my blog. And i mean really. I know you hf been coming here alot. Believe it or not, i no longer like him. You sucks alright, i dislike you ttm. Now see this; go and never come back. You should know who you are aye.
Till now, thats all. I need a short break. Wont be posting for a few days, but dont go wf my tags alright. Kay bye. (L)
I wont let this kinda things affect me anymore. Shall concentrate on God and studies.
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