I had a bad bad dream !! >:(

Somebody once told me; Giving up doesnt always means you're weak. Sometimes, it means that youre strong enough to let go. I dreamt of something real bad. When i wokeup, i realized it was a dream. Or rather, sort of nightmare for me. Maybe, its a hint from God, that i really must go on with life, and never look back. Still, i kinda cant bear to. But as i'd said, its no longer a choice, its a must. Thats how cruel and hurtful reality can be. Yet i gotta accept it. Cos i believe, God has greater plans.

Before i forget, thanks Yuxian & Jingyi for th Christmas present aye. *Appreciated* :) & also thanks to Vivien Tng, Jonathan and Eugene in advance for my belated Christmas present. ^^ Thanks huh! Received quite alot of presents this year. Really thanks for all th wishes & presents. :) Loveya.

Yepps, Im back from service & after hours of fellowship. Funnnnnnn! I wokeup @ 12.30 tdy. :/ Very tired, but i'd slept enough! Sist woke me up, & Jenna called me too. Thanks dearests! ♥ Prepared and went for fellowship @ best, went cafe afterthat, then down to service. Last service of th year liaooo. Kind of she bu de lor. :( Nvm, 2010 will be greater aye? Yes it will. :) Okay, after service, went best to fellowship, again. Place doesnt matter, as long as we have th bonding! :D Had my dinner there, talked alot. Afterthat went back cafe, played some games. Hahaha, very fun & i like it! Then i gave Peter bible study. Wait!, it was somehow a test for me to be a BS teacher. & Peter says its interesting!! :D He also gave me some tips for improvement. Most of all, i really must live out what i teach t be a good role model t those younger ones in my cellgroup. Heh. Will be giving Jackie biblestudy again, looking forward to it. Cos @ th same time, i can receive some-things as well! How greaaaat ayeee. Klah, i always sidetrack one leh. Back to th topic. ._. Stayed @ cafe till near 10? Then went t th playground beside church t slack. Kinda shared many things t th rest. My nightmare. :/ Klah dont say already, i dontwant t have any moodswing. -.-

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JunJie: god really answered to my prayers. LOL i am cursing and swering please let xt say sorry and he really did.
Xueting. to JunJie: LOL Yahhhhhh. I just felt bad only and apologised. Doing what im supposed to do, Lololol.
tienmin: okay. i will try but really hope to be like the past uh (:
Xueting. to tienmin: Hah, dont think too much bahs. Cheers alright.
AhKiat: forced to tag (:
Xueting. to AhKiat: Forced sehh. .-. You forced me t tag you also!! :/ Fair and square.
tM*: passing by!=D
Xueting. to tM*: Tyty!!

K im still going out tmr. Bahbye. :(

This seemed t be one of th hardest goodbye.